Tuesday, July 08, 2008
sigh when you listen to song lyrics and stuff sinks in it's just kind of really sad, but it's a detached sadness that i can't explain anymore. like identifying with it but without the emotional attachment so maybe people shouldnt get overly concerned when song lyrics appear on blogs/ msn nicks because most of the time (for me at least) it's simply poignancy but without much emotiional intensity. training today was awesome shitzzz (: haha i love training and i love truggers! because training has the ability to make you forget whatever horrible day that precedes it and make you outrageously happy, even if it's for the moment! (: haha and gave out the rest of the cupcakes today and people actually ate them yippees :D
life is great, but i want to just pause it at this very point because the next few weeks seem so foreboding and depressing and lacking fun ):
anddd i hate how sometimes you can just never ask and then because you dont ask you never get what you really want.
and angel just sent me this really long poem thing! but at the end of it all, these lines are the sweetest!
That's how it would happen every time
I don't know why
I guess I don't know why I really like you
Why do I like you
I guess I just like you
I guess I just like you because I like you.